Discontent and me

DISCONTENT AND ME

 

I am full of discontent

never being content with

what I have

for a long period of time

 

 

My discontent is not present for
the latest phones. gadgets and toys

It forments itself in
my ambitious nature
it is over here where I lust
for more
it is over here
where my heart is just simply
never satisfied

My ambition
knowns no bounds
if I have got 80
I want 90
if I have got 90
I lust for 100

I don't know why
why?
That I lust so much for near perfection

Though I know one thing
I never aim for perfection
for I fear the definition
of that word is changing
all the time for me
Each new success
gives a new meaning
to this word

If achieving x was okay yesterday
It is no longer permissible
for me to achieve that today

But I fear this greed
is pushing me over the edge
in uncharted boundaries
and areas that I have not known existed
until now

weather this is good or bad
well
only time will tell